The reality that my son is no longer physically with me often surprises me and catches me off guard. I continue to feel and connect with him in his energetic form. Still, there are occasions when I have to remind myself that he has "died." That he is no longer physical.
Recently I was running errands in the city. I stopped in at a shop that my son, Connor, and I often frequented over the years. I hadn't shopped there since Connor's passing, but today I felt the need and desire.