Letter to Myself the Day Before My Near-Suicide

March 13, 2015 11:50 AM

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Letter to Myself the Day Before My Near-Suicide

You're not going to believe this, but tomorrow (3/11/14) your life will significantly change. By mid-morning, you'll make a life-changing choice about whether you should live or die. During a few critical hours, you'll review your life, the things you've done, your current situation, and the things you want to do in the future. Based on these considerations, you will determine that you're a failure; no one wants anything you have to offer; and that you'll never be any better than you are today. You'll conclude that your life is worthless. Then suddenly, you'll make an emotional decision that you want to die. In the next few moments, you'll begin the initial steps to end your life.

During your preparation, you're going to make a final call. This call will be to one of your brothers, Johnnie. This call isn't to share your plans to end your life, but instead to ensure that he'll take care of your mother if you couldn't do it. Your goal will be to convey strength during the call;...

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