As I sit here contemplating my life and what the hell it is all about, I get taken back to my past and all the choices that have brought me here, right now. I am nearing 40, with three kids, running my own business and I have this overwhelming desire to really live.
Really live. What does this mean? I have no idea. This is exactly where I get stuck. I have this burning desire to live, to do, to experience. Then it comes to me... that this living thing is up to me. What I need to do is embrace life, every little facet of it. I am my creator.