For me it's a dream come true moment. The Aspen Festival Orchestra and the exceptional Nikolai Lugansky are playing "Rachmanoff's Piano Concerto No. 3". But I'm not really listening because a stream of negative thoughts about a certain person have again taken center stage.
I get caught in its web, and I let it go. Seconds later it's back again. Everything I try fails although I consider myself somewhat of an expert in this practice. Hah! I can't get my monkey mind to shut up, and no matter what I do the case against her is building.